Pixie Tail http://pixietail.com A Dream Diary Mon, 06 Oct 2008 13:13:32 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.6.2 en The Weekend http://pixietail.com/2008/10/06/the-weekend/ http://pixietail.com/2008/10/06/the-weekend/#comments Mon, 06 Oct 2008 13:13:32 +0000 Cynthia Blue http://pixietail.com/?p=314 I was at a dog training seminar all weekend… so didn’t get to post much. Plus, I didn’t have many . Now that PMS is over, I think my are on hold for a bit. Or maybe it’s because I ate a ton… I ate like six chocolate chip oatmeal cookies on Saturday night alone. Ugh! I need some Lipozene to get rid of the fat they are gonna produce on my hips.

Oh well… it’s interesting how my follow a pattern. I’ll be watching it and see how much I dream in the next week or two.

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The Woods, A House, and A Shower http://pixietail.com/2008/09/29/the-woods-a-house-and-a-shower/ http://pixietail.com/2008/09/29/the-woods-a-house-and-a-shower/#comments Mon, 29 Sep 2008 12:22:46 +0000 Cynthia Blue http://pixietail.com/2008/09/29/the-woods-a-house-and-a-shower/ Weird… I was lost in the woods with a group of people, don’t know any of them in real life. It was messy and dirty and we may have been on some kind of quest.

We made it to a house somehow.. not sure if we found it or were taken there. It was small with only one . We took turns showering.. but I think I was rude and snuck in before my sister (who was suddenly there). But I was having a hard time in the shower… and I had to use the toilet too and that was confusing. In the shower I forgot to wash my hair, and got out, and someone else wanted to get in, but I got back in there and asked if I could finish washing my hair, and they said okay but were annoyed. It was a woman.

And so I finished with my hair, it was so awful greasy and dirty I couldn’t believe I’d forgotten to wash it. My memory, even in my , can be flaky!

I think there was more about the but the dream already fades. I think this dream is a quick fader, that’s why I’m writing it down so early.

Well, off to , for real!

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Dream Frenzy http://pixietail.com/2008/09/27/dream-frenzy/ http://pixietail.com/2008/09/27/dream-frenzy/#comments Sun, 28 Sep 2008 00:47:31 +0000 Cynthia Blue http://pixietail.com/?p=308 I have been dreaming a lot lately. Of course now I don’t remember last night’s dream… but I wonder if it’s because I’m having PMS. I am going to have to track what day it is to see when I dream, and when I don’t.

I seem to remember lots of little critters trying to get away… or attack, someone I know. But now I’m not sure who, what, why or how. Hrm… Maybe the little dudes just needed appetizers before their full meal. I hope not! I don’t like scary and that’s why I don’t read scary movies!

Anyway.. perhaps tonight I’ll remember more.

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A Meeting with the Boss http://pixietail.com/2008/09/25/a-meeting-with-the-boss/ http://pixietail.com/2008/09/25/a-meeting-with-the-boss/#comments Thu, 25 Sep 2008 13:11:44 +0000 Cynthia Blue http://pixietail.com/?p=306 Actually.. I was in a meeting with the boss, fortunately the boss didn’t call me into her office for a meeting! In my dream my boss and I were at some sort of meeting, or conference, and it was rather boring. I was asking her if it would be okay if I brought my knitting and knitted during the meeting. She didn’t care (she wouldn’t in real life either) but she pointed to the assistant director and kinda implied I should ask her. I didn’t want to though!

I also remember walking around a school like campus looking for this meeting… I’m not sure if that was before or after the above portion of the dream. I needed travel insurance also, for getting around the campus. I was watching my phone or something, texting maybe, and ended up following an asian woman in the wrong direction. But I caught myself and went the right way again.

It was a short dream, as my go. But I do remember it!

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A Red Outfit http://pixietail.com/2008/09/24/a-red-outfit/ http://pixietail.com/2008/09/24/a-red-outfit/#comments Wed, 24 Sep 2008 13:55:09 +0000 Cynthia Blue http://pixietail.com/?p=304 Hrm… I had my nails done last night, in real life… and the lady who did them sells clothing too. Very nice clothes though I forgot the brand. I hope I can buy some from her.

So last night I had a dream. I dreamed I went to the mall and went … though I think maybe it started from dog again? Not sure… it kinda was a dorm like room with clothes around. And I loved this little red outfit that was kinda a nighty, but kinda something I could wear out too? It was a short red skirt, a red blouse, and a white undertop. It looked really cute. I kept wondering if it was age appropriate for me, though. I’m 41 and it really seemed like it should have been worn by a 20 year old.

But I bought it anyway.. and I had a ton of stuff littered around the table I was using. I had to get my dolly out of the van and pack the stuff in boxes and it kept falling all over the place and crumbling. And then I found a used pad (yeah for like periods) and I wondered if the girl who was helping me had changed my underwear for me and I didn’t know? Ewww that was really weird.

The lady helping me was super nice, even though she wasn’t supposed to help me, her job was something else. I thought she was cute too, maybe she was a South Carolina injury lawyer instead of a saleswoman. But she convinced me that the red outfit was fine with someone my age and I could go out and wear it!

Toward the end I had my junk boxed up and on the dolly and I had the clothes packages in a little plastic container, and I didn’t think I could afford it but I’d try anyway… and everyone had left the store except me, being a clutz, but I woke up before I actually bought the clothes. :)

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Going on a Cruise http://pixietail.com/2008/09/21/going-on-a-cruise/ http://pixietail.com/2008/09/21/going-on-a-cruise/#comments Sun, 21 Sep 2008 16:09:48 +0000 Cynthia Blue http://pixietail.com/?p=296 Ooo weird. I had a few last night, I only really remember the most recent one. I was going on a (I am in real life in October). And my and the man I was with (I don’t know him in real life) had three with us and a lot of luggage. We were staying in a hotel for the first night before we went on the , and the next day we had to be at the ship in time with all our luggage packed up and ready to go.

The we had were with were two of mine, Chase and Levi, and one of his, a Dachshund, I think it was Keno, my flyball captain’s Dachshund. And I kept carrying her.. and she liked to swim, she swam through a pool… at one point in the dream.

So when it was time to get on the ship we were looking for the boat and the dock, and suddenly we realized we were really late. We found the dock and realized we had to run back to our room to get all our luggage. But then we couldn’t find our room! It was room 219 and we couldn’t find it. We asked a hotel guy and he couldn’t find it either, he had to call the desk and ask what had happened to our room. lol. And there were these weird that practically threw people around. I’ve had of strange scary in the past, too.

Eventually the hotel guy found our room and we just saw our luggage and clothes in the hotel hallway waiting for us. But the hotel guy said we still might be too late. So then this evil vampire guy that we knew from home walked by… we were surprised to see him, he was all in black and his face was black, like Darth Mal but black, and I asked him if he would help us get our room on the ship. As they were going to assign it to someone else since we were so late.

He agreed, but only if he could sleep with me… but not really me, an asian woman who would take on the persona of me. And I said yes, and it was creepy watching him, in my dream, as he convinced this woman to take on my features and sleep with him a couple of times while he was on the ship, too.

I woke up before I knew if we made it onto the ship or not, or if there was an air purifier in the room like I’d requested. But it was a long detailed dream for sure.

Another dream I had earlier I only remember bits and pieces of. I was at dog again, and my ex wanted to meet me and make up with me, and begged my forgiveness. I’ve been reading the Twilight series of books and I think this is where this, and the vampire, came from. I wanted to see what he had to say so I met a woman and she offered to drive me to the university campus, where he was. But we got lost and didn’t know where the building was, and so I had to call him but he didn’t really know where we were either.

I think there was more to that dream but now I don’t remember much. It happened earlier in the night.

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Houses http://pixietail.com/2008/09/20/houses-2/ http://pixietail.com/2008/09/20/houses-2/#comments Sat, 20 Sep 2008 13:45:56 +0000 Cynthia Blue http://pixietail.com/?p=294 Just woke up, writing down notes…

Staying with my parents becuase I sold the house, wanting to buy a new house. Why did I sell theh ouse? I have two with me, two rough collies I think. The house gets to be a mess because we are there. But it’s cleaner than this house… my house, my old house.

Afraid I don’t have a place to live. Going to some sort of other house where I have to do a counselling sesions with some lady I don’t know? She picks on me, she is fat, she says I am selfish and slow and they take a survey of how long it took me and her to get ready in the . I was watching TV though and didn’t really care was wondering how I could get out of it.

Talking to a realtor wanting to buy a house but close to , not too far from didn’t want to drive so far. The realtor is one my sister used when she bought her house. I’d tried to look for a house before but didn’t find anything I wanted so stayed with my parents in their condo.

Dang I dreamed HARD last night and woke up slow and I still want to sleep some more. Bleh.

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Shoes and What Else? http://pixietail.com/2008/09/19/shoes-and-what-else/ http://pixietail.com/2008/09/19/shoes-and-what-else/#comments Sat, 20 Sep 2008 00:13:26 +0000 Cynthia Blue http://pixietail.com/?p=290 Last night I had a couple of … one was about shoes. I couldn’t find my shoes, or they were mired in some sort of mud or something. Maybe because Tatum (my smooth collie) likes to pull the lining out of my slippers. She is goofy that way.

DANG are elusive. Why are they so elusive? It bugs me, because the memory has faded quite a bit now. I remember a room with long tables, like a school room, from when I was in high school. And getting stuck. OH and I remember I dreamed that I’d slept with my rigid contacts in. And when I woke up (in my dream) my eyes were all sticky and I could hardly open them, and it was hard to get my contacts out.

I also dreamed about my ex again, but now I don’t remember much about that dream. Fortunately. ;)

I like to dream, but writing about them causes me anxiety still. Not sure why. I’m just odd that way. Maybe I should have a glass of wine.. but then maybe I’d need alcohol rehab if I drank too much. Though a drug treatment center might come in handy if I got carried away… which I don’t plan on doing!

I’m hungry, time for dinner for me and the .

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Dreaming of a better Neck http://pixietail.com/2008/09/17/dreaming-of-a-better-neck/ http://pixietail.com/2008/09/17/dreaming-of-a-better-neck/#comments Wed, 17 Sep 2008 15:10:01 +0000 Cynthia Blue http://pixietail.com/?p=288 Bleh… well, in addition to my neck being in pain last night, I also was woken up by my bee sting that was itching like crazy. I got stung yesterday, and I can’t believe the itching actually woke me up! That was awful!

Since my server crashed a week or more ago, my sleep has seemed relatively dreamless. Which is probably good, because I really didn’t want to dream about doing server restores. And I still have more to go, of course

I slept in the trailer over the weekend, having been down i St. George Utah for flyball. Thinking I need to read some diet pill reviews because I always pig out at dog events. Bleh. Not a good way to loose weight.

Anyway.. I’m keeping vigilant for more !

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Broken Camera http://pixietail.com/2008/09/10/broken-camera/ http://pixietail.com/2008/09/10/broken-camera/#comments Wed, 10 Sep 2008 08:09:40 +0000 Cynthia Blue http://pixietail.com/?p=286 Ooo last night I dreamed that my digital SLR camera, that I haven’t even had for a year, was broken. Not only broken.. it had been exposed to and had damage. It still took pictures, but when I hit the shutter, it would make a nasty ratchety sound and then shudder and then snap the picture.

It was getting rusty too. I didn’t think only that little bit of would damage it! I also remember a boat.. like a tour boat, kinda open on top, and I had to run to it to get on, I think my husband was on it and going to go away, though I’m not sure where. Were we evacuating? The weather was harsh and the waves pretty big, but it didn’t occur to me that the boat might be dangerous. There were three around the bow of the ship as I was trying to get on, and I was talking to a lady about the camera before I got on.

Interesting dream, didn’t really leave me with a bad feeling though. Maybe I could make a movie out of my and watch them on tv, on a tv lift cabinet… ooo that’d be fun!

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