Another long dream I woke up to this morning to Tatum being growly and grouchy toward Tony. She was put in the crate for the rest of the morning.

Anyway the beginning that I remember was in some sort of meeting hall where we were having a meeting, I didn’t know most of the people. And it slowly tended toward being religious and then they were all Mormons and they were standing around a table praying and standing with their hands behind their backs. I caught the eye of someone across the room who smiled and nodded at me for us to get out of there because, it seemed, that person wasn’t a Mormon either (and no I’m not Mormon in real life but I do live in Utah).

So I managed to get out but couldn’t find that person and then had to go to the bathroom. Before I got to the bathroom I found my ex and his father blocking the way. My ex was all sad and miserable and wanted to know why I left him and would I take him back. His father is actually dead in real life. I tried to avoid them and managed to get around them and go into the ladies’ room.

When I came out, though, my ex was still there but his father was not. And he kept following me down this hallway as I was trying to get home to my apartment (I live in a house IRL). And he kept asking me and being all teary eyed about why I left him. I told him that he can’t just expect me to want to be with him when we spent years together and he never listened to a damn thing I said, until now when I am done and want to go. And that, actually, is a lot of what happened. And I think maybe I’m dreaming about my ex a lot now because my current husband is being a grumpy pain in the ass a lot like, don’t tell him I said this, my ex. And I really dislike it.

Anyway so he nodded and we said goodbye for the very last time. Maybe I won’t see him in my dreams anymore, I can only hope. And I reached my apartment and I was upset from having talked to him so I found my boyfriend in the shower and wanted to commiserate. Well he wasn’t there but there were a couple of the guys from the new show The Big Bang Theory. He he too funny. So anyway, they got out of the shower and were all wet and I didn’t care, I put my arms around them and we walked through the other people that were suddenly there and out onto the balcony. There I kissed Leonard and he was a good kisser.

Then there was this strange scene from Star Wars that got to me like I was watching a movie, there was this space ship that was like big alligator jaws and it would wrap up a victim ship and close the jaws around it and consume it, and create another ship out of it. Then they would grind up the people that had been in the ship into some mush and put it into containers. That almost made me throw up. And then it wasn’t a movie but an informational bit about what was happening in the galaxy. And next to me was Harrison Ford and I was so glad that he was in this movie again as I’d missed him as Han Solo. And come to find out he’s the president of the planet now.

(My GODS i have elaborate dreams don’t I? Not done yet!)

So I ended up following Harrison Ford around but it wasn’t really me, still kinda watching a movie. And there was this woman wrapped up in clothes that made her look like a young boy, and the enemies who were ruling the earth and suppressing Harrison and the population (but there was a rebel faction of course) would follow Harrison and this woman (who was kinda me but not really) into a strip mall and then into a store. But then Harrison and the woman got kicked out. Harrison was thinking that the woman was a helpless boy. Until they both got trapped and she needed to whip out her feminine wiles and use them on one of the guards. She was sultry and gorgeous and surprised Harrison.

At this time I wanted to be a part of this so I created a character of me, but I was plain and unassuming and Harrison didn’t notice me really. I wanted him to notice me like he noticed her. But the three of us then walked to Harrison’s office to have a meeting with his other important people… and that is when I woke up.

LOL. Gotta love dreams.

On this day..

• Christmas Lights - 2007
• Time for Christmas Cards - 2007